It turns out, this wound isn’t about the matter of Umrah or visiting the holy land. It’s about the fact that I NEVER got to go on Umrah with my parents. While other kids and even the one and only daughter-in-law already have. See? Turns out I’m just that invisible, huh? Turns out I’ve been replaced by the beloved daughter-in-law. Even though as a daughter-in-law myself, I was only taken advantage of. In the end, I was discarded by my parents and handed over to my in-laws. Hahaha, how pathetic it is to be me. But yeah, I get it. I know I’ve got the most sins compared to my siblings. My siblings and even my sister-in-law are pure, sinless. Meanwhile, me? Oh, I’m drenched in sin. Yep, I’m fully aware. The one with the most sins deserves to be discarded and thrown into the trash.