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 Im crying right now As a house wife and full time mom with no helper My kids never get accompanied by other It's really hard to get people for being assistant for me So the problem come when i wanna have umrah My kids should join but no money But when kids not joining us Who will accompanies them? 😭😭😭😭 Why do some people easily label others just because their life paths are different from their own? Why don't they first dig into the causes? Why is their tongue so cruel? If only they knew how difficult my current condition is. Why is the narrative of 'only the chosen ones' continuously echoed and used to label those who are not yet called? Those who are not yet among the beloved ones of Allah. It feels very sad. Very suffocating

 Living with someone dominant and controlling is very exhausting. But I always remember that this is the world we live in. This is the test in my life. For a lifetime, living with people like this. It sometimes feels like screaming. But then I realize, Hey, this is just a test of life. I'm not tested with anything else. So I'm tested with this. So all of this is what God wants. So I just have to be grateful knowing that with a million blessings, I should just be thankful. Being tested like this shouldn't be bargaining.