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Im an introvert, i like to make a border, and with this border, people not easy to come Because it's a border so the capacity small enough And recently who come to my border only kids Dunno why maybe because im not at school anymore so i don't have friend and im too busy handle them Beside handle my onlineshop In my mind what my priority is always about my kids and my omset I have finansial goal to reach In every single day Furthermore right now everything is expensive School fee, living cost, transportation and many things so i need work extra which is in onlineshop i do it by myself so it seems make me don't have a friend Sometimes i feel lonely but sometimes it makes me confort I don't need to release exrtra energy to understand people Making friend means u have to release extra energy to understand other rite? I feel that my energy all of to my family and onlineshop Yeah this is me a mom who dont have a friend circle just like other I dont have photogr

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