Torture

 Im crying right now

As a house wife and full time mom with no helper

My kids never get accompanied by other

It's really hard to get people for being assistant for me

So the problem come when i wanna have umrah

My kids should join but no money

But when kids not joining us

Who will accompanies them?

😭😭😭😭

Why do some people easily label others just because their life paths are different from their own? Why don't they first dig into the causes? Why is their tongue so cruel? If only they knew how difficult my current condition is. Why is the narrative of 'only the chosen ones' continuously echoed and used to label those who are not yet called? Those who are not yet among the beloved ones of Allah. It feels very sad. Very suffocating